today was quite ok. not that bad. the S*xuality talk was quite fun :D MAKE THE RIGHT CHOICES!!! haha... stayed back for the class dance thingy.. i was doing the tango.. ooh lala~ ashley wants to back out anf all.. but we're not so sure. you cant possibly master all the dance steps in an hour...
&im sorry. for all the things that i did, for my behavior, for being mean, for evrything. i know i've been a real bitch and all. Ever since we were in different classes, i dont know, things just change. people change. i change, you change, everybody changes over time.. i guess i must have been really mean to you and im really sorry. i am such a bad friend. but people change overtime you see. i cant help but be like this. this is my personality.. who i am. i cant force myself to change it! you should know me by now... when i am not close to thaat person, didnt bond with her or havent been close or talking to her for a while, i will be very quiet. it's not that i dont wanna talk to you. it's that i got nothing to talk about.. what can i say? hi and bye? what do you expect me to do? this is how i am. and i dont understan what you meant by "im not being remembered by you all the time" i dont undertand it at all.. when we go to sec school, people usually wont be such good friends anymore.. that is why we had a retreat in te first place. im not saying that we arent friends anymore but, i just dont know what to say. we just drift further and further apart. this is a natural process. like you said, we arent best friends anymore.. it isnt easy at all.. so let's say that i go along with you... so i will be dumping my friends. then when you are not around i go back to them. is that what im supposed to do? it isnt easy at all to mantain such a good friendship. there are ups and downs in lives.. we should learn to accepet them...
GAWD. i realised that i have posted such a long post.. getting tired now.. night